The Down & Outs of A Jufus

It’s been awhile since I posted here, oh well.

So how do I sum myself up now, I would say pretty messed up.

I’ll be back!

Time is so short, so why did I spend it with you,
you used me and abused me

But the person I should have been with sat at home alone,
You and your lifestyle is not mine,
I know the woman I love,
and in the short time I have on this planet,
I should spend it with her

Down

So far down

How much further can I go

I really do not no.

I need to find the door, the door

Find it hard to take it anymore.

Damn! It hurts, I want to love but can’t

The ones I hurt, I cry for them.

I know it’s a cry

A cry for you

A sadness in my heart I can’t explain

So for you I wrote this song, with all my heart I give to you

the life that I have lost

Take me back and lead me on.

A tear I shed

I let you down

Please be there when I need

Because I love you

But I still cry alone

Somethings wrong and I do not know why

Please help me

This song Is a song for you, in moments of dispair

As tears fall from my eyes

Please help me

Because I love you, I need you